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    <title>raiv's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[Add me on MySpace! 
http://myspace.com/khm 

And if you want to get to know me away from Buzznet, check me out at &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.quoththeraivyn.com&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot; tag=&quot;raivyn blog&quot;&gt;Quoth The Raivyn&lt;/a&gt;, my personal diary, poetry, and music blog. ;)

I'm an easygoing kind of girl, cool and laid back, but with a horrendous temper once aroused. You probably won't ever see that side of me -few ever do- but it's there. I refuse to put up with bullshit and incompetent mothereffers telling me what they think I need to do in order to live a &quot;respectable&quot; life. Screw that. Anyone who truly knows me and has half a brain knows perfectly well that I have a good head on my shoulders.

I've seen a lot of terrible shit and faced many hardships in my short time on this earth so far- death, abuse, severe depression, and so much more. I once succumbed to the idea that I was a living, breathing tragedy and nearly took my own life several times because I never realized who I was, where my place was in life, and that people truly did care for me and valued my companionship. I'm not proud of this by any means, but it has made me the strong person I am today. I am a survivor, and wise beyond my years. If I had the option to go back now and change everything that's happened, I wouldn't, because I am thankful for the knowledge and understanding I've gained from all this.. I no longer bow to the ignorance of others who are cruel due to their own insecurities. I'm better than that.

I eat, sleep, breathe, and shit music. All kinds, but mostly hard rock, metal, industrial, darkwave, and I love classical. Nightwish and Dream Theater are definitely the top two bands I would like to meet at least once in my lifetime. They have inspired much of my own writing, and in a sense, my way of life. I sing and play keys, and have played other instruments in the past- electric violin, bass, and flute.

I also blog part time to earn a living- &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.idiotsguidetoblogging.com&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;Idiot's Guide to Blogging&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href=&quot;http://raivyn.blogspot.com&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;Don't Be Silent&lt;/a&gt; are my two current projects. I'd love to start another, but I don't have the time to invest at the moment.

In addition to my blogs and Buzznet, you can find me on &lt;a href=&quot;http://myspace.com/khm&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;MySpace&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href=&quot;http://twitter.com/Raivyn&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;Twitter&lt;/a&gt;. (Add me!)]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Satire]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4669581/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>On thorns I slept, <br />Cold and unmoving, <br />Waiting for the harsh rays <br />Of day to pass over us. <br />It was the only constant <br />In this equation, <br />The bitter truth we fear, <br />The fear that binds us, <br />The binds that hold us <br />From what we are. <br />Weary I am, <br />And may remain; <br />Dreary and dreadful <br />As I've ever been. <br />This isn't a farce, <br />This is reality. <br /><br />Perhaps that is the poison <br />Of life itself, <br />Miasmic and ill-contained. <br />Or- <br />We are the victims <br />Of our own doing, <br />As I'd like to believe. <br />For how can we not <br />Conceive the notion <br />That fate does not <br />Play the tragedy card, <br />We drew it from the pile <br />And painted irony on its face. <br />We are the ultimate joke here, <br />The wittiest quip <br />In this anthology; <br />That's how I see it. <br /><br />So take me as I am, <br />Both learned and naive, <br />I know my place <br />And time, <br />Difficult it is some days. <br />But prove me wrong <br />If you dare try, <br />For truth or conflict, <br />I don't mind. <br />It's all the same <br />When it comes down to it. <br />Just as we are- <br />The same, <br />Despite our life views <br />And opinions. <br />And I truly don't care. <br />Just prove me wrong; <br />Give me something to laugh about.</p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>poetry</category>
		  		  	<category>raiv</category>
		  		  	<category>raivyn</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-11T12:02:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Breaking Pandora]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4635551/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Curiosity, longing <br />For what we were not meant to see <br />And all we <br />Cannot be <br />Take me, take me</p>
<p>Frail as I am <br />Slave to the ignorance of man<br />What dwells<br />Inside of you <br />What breaks me, breaks me</p>
<p>Strain in ills and lore <br />And frequency <br />Thrilling <br />Your kind <br />You're killing me <br /><br />The ones who live to die <br />They won't realize</p>
<p>Tragedy, it plays <br />Right before our eyes <br />One sick <br />Plot twist <br />After another, and another <br /><br />How sadistic you are <br />You're my killer in disguise <br />I know what burns inside you <br />And I don't dare <br />Close my eyes</p>
<p>Breaking me<br />You're breaking me<br /><br />The ones who live to die <br />Won't realize <br />Too late to purify <br />Don't close your eyes</p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>lyrics</category>
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		  		  	<category>poetry</category>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-04T15:32:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Borderline, Pt1]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4433421/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Silence washes over <br />The ground we tread <br />Inching to the borderline <br />With light and darkness <br />Reflecting back <br />This karma-like effect <br />Hypnotized <br />By this prelude <br />To one more manic moment <br />Mocking, the Shadow <br />He asks, <br />"Are you satisfied yet?"</p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>poetry</category>
		  		  	<category>raiv</category>
		  		  	<category>raivyn</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-08-12T10:33:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Music player - check it out! ;)]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4207041/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Hey guys, I finally found a decent music player widget to put in my 'shout out' area, so there it is- my tunes. Check them out, let me know what you think.. and I'll keep adding to the playlist as new songs are finished. ;)</p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>music</category>
		  		  	<category>raiv</category>
		  		  	<category>raivyn</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-06-15T09:37:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Conjecture]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4182961/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Floating <br />There is something in never <br />That drives me on <br />To nothing, to whatever <br />Free to fly <br />Free to fall down <br />Into the water <br />Sinking deep into darkness <br />Where I'll lie <br />So still <br />Lie in wait <br />For you</p>
<p><br /><em><a href="http://sinsfate.net/blog" target="_blank">*Looking for my blog?</a></em></p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>poetry</category>
		  		  	<category>raiv</category>
		  		  	<category>raivyn</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-06-08T20:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[&quot;Poet's Dance&quot; lyrics]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4123261/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Sick of the disrepute <br />Hell, sick is an understatement <br />What's the limit I must defy <br />When you place your world upon me?</p>
<p>Ignore it, abhor it, label me a freak <br />The bane of your existence <br />Show me your truth, I'll show you a lie <br />The fabulist you choose to be</p>
<p>Tell me I have no soul <br />Tell me I have no life <br />But justified <br />I am in my ways</p>
<p>Tell me I have no soul <br />Tell me I have no life <br />When blood runs cold <br />I'm not the one who lies</p>
<p>Lost in rhyme and subliminal values <br />Crafted with ardent artistry <br />Paint the pain of love and apprehension <br />Twisting fate with every line</p>
<p>No escape in this dream, this calling, <br />This arcane trance of mine <br />Thought sinking deeper, midnight creeper <br />A poet's dance with time</p>
<p>Tell me I have no soul <br />Tell me I have no life <br />But justified <br />I am in my ways</p>
<p>Tell me I have no soul <br />Tell me I have no life <br />When blood runs cold <br />I'm not the one who lies</p>
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<p><em><a href="http://sinsfate.net/blog" target="_blank">*Looking for my blog?</a></em></p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>lyrics</category>
		  		  	<category>music</category>
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		  		  	<category>the seventh necronation</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-05-24T15:57:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[New Track - &quot;Otherworld&quot;]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4038831/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Hey guys, I've got a new tune up- "Otherworld". It's not available for download yet, but you can listen to it on <a href="http://sinsfate.net/blog" target="_blank">my website</a>'s media player or on the <a href="http://myspace.com/theseventhnecronation" target="_blank">T7N MySpace</a>. ;)</p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>music</category>
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	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-05-01T05:27:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[My sister is on Buzznet.]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/4017901/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>My little sister is on Buzznet now.. Add her? <br /><a href="http://katelynfaith96.buzznet.com" target="_blank">http://katelynfaith96.buzznet.com</a></p>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-04-24T19:36:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Divide, Pt1]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/3968951/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Hide all your demons <br />Don't show your eyes&nbsp; <br /> Feed all those complications  <br />Lest you see the light</p>
<p>Crawling away from you&nbsp;  <br />Your twisted point of view&nbsp; <br /> Another great divide as I know it&nbsp; <br /><br /> Drifting beyond the dearth of sense&nbsp;  <br />The veil, the illusion&nbsp;  <br />There's so much more to life than this&nbsp;  <br />Inflated delusion</p>
<p>Crawling away from you&nbsp; <br /> And your twisted point of view  <br />Another great divide as I know it</p>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-04-11T08:25:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Finished recording &quot;Otherworld&quot;]]></title>
	      <link>http://raiv.buzznet.com/user/journal/3943771/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Yesterday Chris and I finished recording "Otherworld" for T7N, and I must say I'm quite pleased with the outcome, and excited to hear the final mix. I'm so used to hating the songs I work on until after they're mastered, but this one is different. This is one I actually like. It's got a lot of exotic sounds, some cool atmospheric shit, and is generally pretty upbeat.. Very different from the other stuff we've worked on so far. Is this excitement I'm feeling..?</p>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>raiv</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-04-05T04:56:00Z</dc:date>
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